jar of hearts

i thought that we have restored something to share with each other.
i told you that i wont die if you're gone.
but i just need you.
i need you and i dont know why. then, when you broke my precious heart into scattered pieces that i cant even pick it up already.
i write this because something came out and it reminded me of you.
and all this while i have been keeping distance on you because i hate what you did.
you made me leave you.
you made me hate you.

i am sorry, life has to go on and i have to stop thinking about you.

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html ]
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back



you and i just have to be gone.

edited from christina perri's

scarred,