Because i am my one and only. Because i am me. I am the only one that is me. I hold the reaponsibility of being me. Being someone who have all this thought. All of this that no one else could be thinking of. Being me is the most unreasonable at times, the best thing at times and the exhaustion i tell you. The exhaustion to have to think even when you're not supposed to think. To be when you're not supposed to be. Like when you think you have this magical hands that can heal but you cant heal. Oh i wish i have those hands.
Because i am my most difficult case. I thought with having a blog, i can tell things i cant say. The fact is i cant tell no matter how much it needed to be expressed.
I am me. I share my thoughts, my say, my see, my hear and all of mine not because how open-minded i am. Because i want to be accountable, because no matter how wrong i am, i am right.
I am not humble. I do what i can do. I say the obvious things and i see with the eyes Allah lent me. Hear and say with whats not mine too. So, if you say i am humble, down to earth, no. I love showing off and be proud of who i am. Humble is for the weak. But i demand it from everyone.
I am selfish. Yes. No added elaboration needed. I love serving myself.
I am too judgy. Judge is my job if i am not a doctor 4 years later. And i'll be the one hated by all criminals.
And i want to know more of what i am.
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