Friday, July 11, 2014

i dont believe you

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend
To not love me at all

I don't mind it
I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up
Looks like you've given up, you've had enough
But I want more no I won't stop
'cause I just know you'll come around... right?

performed by pink.

Reset Button

Assalamualaikum.
so, how's life? 

That is an absolute question we should ask ourselves once in a while. like go somewhere peaceful, look forward, straight posture, open up your navy blue eyes wide and ask, how's life? ( if you dont have any navy blue eyes, then dont do it) then, see if it gets better.. 

Everyone has a reset button but unfortunately, it is not in the hands of you to push it. it is not in your control. its in God's. He chooses when to push your life reset button. you see, changes are not easy. to change for the better especially is not easy. to accept the changes itself is hell whats more to bear them. speaks out of experience and not theoretically. 

the people who knew me before my reset button is pressed knew me differently. my life in the past, it was filled with carelessness, it was only life of a typical girl living in a dream. literally. When my family had a terrible accident, all of those dreams; it was gone (im glad that its gone) the careless girl couldnt be careless anymore and she cant dream the same. I had healthy parents, who walks proudly, energetically and vibrantly living the life as it came by. Alhamdulillah now they are healthy too. but they dont look the same. Changes, you see. My life was reset. Our life were. and trust Allah when he said, He's not testing you beyond what you can bear. That faith saved us millions of time.

so, take good care of your faith for when your reset button is pressed, you know there's something which never leaves you. 

so, how's life?