As if the lights are going to be turned off forever; i tasted that.
As if life has becoming tireful and boring.
As if theres no one but you.
Light; illumination to make you see. One of the needs to make your eyes work.
To make hearts vibrant out of lumpiness.
This is one of Allah's biggest test for me, Light.
The Nuzul Quran Day last year, he turned off one of the brightest light in my life.
He took back my brother.
And the whole year has been rather challenging and distressing. The whole one year has been pushing patience and temper to their limits.
But Alhamdulillah, He light us up with a lot of Hikmah.
I never thought of my late brother as gone, dead. He never did. Yes, we did cry missing his presence. We remember his words of wisdom. People are right, we will start to listen to someone when they are dead. The whole time, we took it for granted.
My brother; he was always there. Here; inside our hearts. Mistakenly sometimes i stand in front of the door of our house hoping he'll come by. He always stayed for couple of nights. Cook and had iftar with us. Cook sahur while listening to sinar fm. He did all that. He enlightened our days.
Am grateful, for everything. Alhamdulillah he went away on a great day. Ramadhan, Nuzul Quran. What a blessing, Wa.
Light,
Have gone to rest. Have lived to enlighten.
Mak never stop praying for you. Doa seorang Mak untuk Wa hanyalah syurga.
Now, its our job to teach your son. Definitely will teach him to pray for you.
Jadikan dia harta terindah yang kau tinggalkan atas dunia ni, my brother.
In shaa Allah.
